WMsearch
/blag/

Long, stupid night

wed25oct2006—43w298d81%—08h56m00s—0utc
emotions, death, friends, guadalajara, personal, local, beauty, venting, girls

Almost got myself killed driving — too distracted — to the worst theater performance of my life. Saw a girlfriend’s mean true colors. Lost my car keys, panicked, found them later in my own satchel. Back home, found the little brother of one of my high school’s closest friends died tonight. Ran at 2AM to the wake, dazed, crashed into the neighbour’s pickup. So many old friends there, so adult now. And my friend impossibly tall, so beautiful, so sad — his little bro killed himself.

amigossecu

𝕏 Follow me  |  ⌂ Back to ELZR.com

6 Comments

Josh

I’m sorry to hear that Eliazar.
My condolences to the friends and families affected.
-Josh

elzr

Thank you Josh.

erasmo

uff, i heard, jorge told me. I can’t imagine what hes going through… so sorry to hear that.

elzr

Actually, I saw Jorge today at the mass. Felt even more stupid today there than yesterday. What can you say? What can you do? I cried this morning. Came back today after that afternoon mass and hugged my sister for a good long while.

erasmo

No se si este es la forma, o el mejor mĂ©todo o que, sabĂ­as que Edgar (tope) se murio el miercoles?  A lo mejor no eran muy cercanos, pero de igual manera, creo que va a haber misas y  lo usual, por si queires ir…

elzr

Gracias hombre. Si, ya sabia. Was meaning to write about it since yesterday night. Had been shirking it. You spurred me back.